Happy 4th Month Anniversary!!!

6 month of courtship, 4 month of relationship & 5 more month to be getting engaged!!

Dear PRINCESS AYU,

you are my everything to me...

On this very special day,
I have found a reason to say,
You've touched my life,
& made it better in every way..

From Allah I always pray..
For you, In my life to stay..
And on you, he may bless,
On this very special day..

When fate first drew us close together
Its kinnda hard but,
I knew we would be one.
And now your in my heart forever
It feels like a dream come through

I love the way you love me
The way I love you too
But most of all I love you
Because our love is true

Sometimes I don’t like life
I feel like a loser, like i say i dun have a good life..
I dun have a high paid job..
Sometimes I feel let down
sometimes i wanna give up..
But you’re my guiding light
To the better world around

So as I write this poem
My life feels so complete
I know just where we’re going

Now we have connected
We know where we both lie
In each other’s hearts we’ll stay
For all time and eternity..

Happy 4th Month Princess...

Lots Of Love,
Prince

Please Get The Hell Out Of OUR LIFE!!!!

I am really pissed off!!!
He just couldn't UNDERSTAND MALAY!!!!
coz he's an indian!

it will just make me angry!!!

Please leave!
We don't need someone like you...

Yes! i know its hard for u to forget her..
and after watever things u did to her...
That's the past... the past will just remain as it is....

But now its OVER!!!
UNDERSTAND? OVER!!!!

Even her family does'nt want you!
She don't want u!!!
Dont u get it??
how thick is your skin??

She's with me now..
we love each other very much now!
we are getting engaged on this august...

Ur promises is shit and ur crocodile tears may fool others!
U can melt them with ur sweet talks.......
BUT
not me!!!


"ya allah aku berdoa... supaya kau selamatkan lah hubunganku dengan Ayu.. Jauhkanlah kami dari perbuatan jahat shaitan yang ingin menjatuhkan kami! ya allah berikan lah aku kekuatan! "

I love u ayang, im not mad at u or blaming u for breaking ur promises...
i'm just mad that he keeps bothering u...


Love,
Prince.

My 4 Off Days!!!

It's the tyme that i've been waiting for..
my 4 Off days.. a day that i will just forget about work!
Friday Saturday Sunday & Today...
I'm gonna spent it well and gonna spent it with my princess!!!

It was filled with fun, laughter, and some bad moments...
but in the end.. its worth it la!!!!



DAY 1 :- FRIDAY!!
-Meet My Princess
-Duxton Plains Playing @ Esplanade
-Age Of Sinfonia Hang Out Sessions...
-Meet Ex Ite Friends

Well its FRIDAY!
Princess wants to eat LONTONG...
so she came over coz Mummy cook for her lontong..
She came at around 5pm. Coz she is sick.
Her face is pale and she got flu...
i pity her seh..

After food, we proceed to Esplanade,
coz i'll be meeting my bandmates, and as well as to see my friend's band, who is also my ex ite school mates performing at esplanade.
Zuraidah & Julie was there... so we hang out with them...

Well i saw many of my ite friends there..
i kindda miss them.. i did say hello to all of them, talk a while take some pics..
and i also introduce them to my princess...

Den my band mates came...
and we talked and spend some tymes together...
Jack was like dancing the "gelek2" when he heard a hip hop song!
So the tak sajak seh, Princess was laughing at him.. ehee..

DEn at around 10pm,
Duxton Plains turn to perform,
Its a dream come through for them..
to perform at ESPLANADE...
Congrats to them.. :)

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DAY 2 :- SATURDAY!!
-Meet Princess
-When out with Mummy & Adik
-IMM

It's SATURDAY..
we did nothing much..
i'm kindda lazy to go out..
my mum ask me to follow her to BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA...
but i did'nt follow her. I felt very lazy.. hehee..

So i called PRINCESS.
She's alone at home. So we decided to go IMM.
I called Mummy and pick her up at BPP..
So we waited for Princess to come..
We went Daiso but we bought nothing.. hahaa..

Den we go makan.. :) i ate fried kway teow, princess had her Yong tau foo...
mummy had her mee goweng and adik got his western food.. :)

after food we went to the childrens water playround..
its fun! i wish i could play there.. :) heeeeexx....

After that mummy went home with adik.. and me continue to walk around Jurong east.
Soon After that i sent Princess home.. :)

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DAY 3 :- SUNDAY!!
-Jamming With Age Of Sinfonia
-Meeting My Princess
-Double Dates With Dharma & Yana
-Singapore Flyers

oK.. SUnday is a Bittersweet Day...
It started Out Bitter, But It ended up sweet.. :)

After seeing Duxton plains performance,
i have the urge to Play well for my jamming session..
i did restring my guitar, set up my tone on my effects,
was sooo semangat! Jamming started at 5pm.

It was around 3 plus i ask princess to get ready coz will be meeting her at Jurong East Mrt Station @ around 4.. As soon as i went out of my house, i inform her... coz Dharma & yana will also be following us to our jamming..

It was 4 plus i tried calling princess but she sidnt pick up the phone..
she is sick and was coughing... i waited for her until 445pm... but she still not there..
den i realiase, it was her "MOOD SWING DAY!" we did had arguments, so she says she wants her tyme on her own.. I was worried for her, and was in a hurry coz i am super late for jamming.. and Dharma & Yana is still waiting for me for like an Hour already .... what shud i do??

So princess ask me to proceed to jamming and will be meeting me after that..
she went to her uncle house nearby...
During jamming everyone was not on formed! Our bassist is not even there..
and today, there will be a new female vocalist to audition for the band..
but there's NO SHOW! i'm kindda pissed off sey!!!

After jamming i called princess...
she wants to go home and not wanting to meet me..
i was like having question marks all over me...
but Yana ask talked to her saying that she wants to meet princess..

So finally reached the mrt station...
saw my princess!! was very happy!
1st thing i ask her.."ARE U OK?"
she smiled.

So now its DOUBLE DATE TIME!!!!
Dharma & me knew each other since ite...
we're best buddies during school...

So we went to "kellogs" aka Camwhore
at esplanade and Singapore Flyers!
went to have a candle light dinner by the Flyers and by the river...
It was fun!

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Day 4 :- MONDAY!!
-@ Home

Just spent the day at home, will start work tomorrow.
I miss my princess very much! That's all for now...


Love,
Prince

Sad... :(

Rushed from work to meet princess today,
was very excited to meet her.
I miss her sooo much..
She is sick today.. and was alone at home...
awwwww.... so i tot of visiting her...
just to accompany her at home...

When i step at her doorstep, she wasn't alone,
her aunt was there with her...
so i did went in asking her how she is and stuff..
just sat on the chair that's all...

princess looks pale, and she got running nose..

the door was wide open..
i didnt do anything, im just by her side and accompany her,
talked to her, discuss about some designs...
when suddenly her aunt came out of the room and talk to us, telling me not to enter the house even if there is many people in the house or even if mama is in the house...

i felt sooo maluu as though as my parents didnt teach me like that..
i know, they also teach me not to do anything that will shame the family..

all that i wanted is to accompany my princess who is sick...
i dun intent to do anything bad to her...

now her aunt got bad impressions of me..

what should i do??

Now And Forever...

Its kindda strange,
i've never had this feeling before in my whole life...
the feeling of loving someone...
the feeling of missing someone...
when we just saw each other like an hour ago.
yes we do argue
yes we fight sometimes
but it all ended up with a kiss and a smile...
what i've learned is in a relationship,
there must be give and take.
when im the fire, she better be the water,
and when she is the fire, let me be the water.
to my princess,

i wrote something for u.. hope it makes u smile and GET WELL SOON!!


"I Love You"
Want to know why?
Because you are my air,
Without you there would be no me!

"I Love You"
Want to know when?
Now and 1000 years after
I’m gone!

"I Love You"
Want to know where?
Here, there, everywhere,
Even if I’m not there
I will love you!

Ayang, I love you now and forever!

Love Prince.

Chapters In Our Lives.....

Its been a while since i blogged.
Its gonna be a long one...
CHAPTER 1.
Gone too soon :

i still remembered, the day when i first saw him,
at around 6pm, he came back from his work.
The stern look on his face made my body shiver and my hands feel cold.
After awhile he talked to me, and he started to joke around with me.
Since that day, i feel comfortable with him.

As days goes by i get to see him again.
He was talking to me, share his experience about life and everything under the sun.
I feel welcomed by him, and started to like him.

Not long since that day,
he was admitted to hospital.
Shocking but true.
The cheerful man that i met is now in pain.
Although he is suffering, he still keep a strong front infront of others.
We did not know what is his sickness is.
We all prayed hard for him.

He was den transferred to NUH hospital.
He was treated well there.
Looks like there is an improvement in him.
I did frequently visit him.
We talked, and sometimes crack a joke or two.

He was discharged not long.
We were all happy for him.


After a week or two,
he's back again in hospital...
we all know that he is suffering from Cancer.
He cant move alot as his hips is in pain.

Many of his relatives came to give him the courage to battle the pain.
He endures it well and is very strong.
He even ask for foods that he wants.

Days gone by, he looks weaker and weaker,
he cant eat much.

He is a lucky man,
he have a beautiful princess and a gd wife by his side every single day..
without fail, his princess and his wife will accompany him.

He got discharged soon after a few weeks stay.
I know he's in pain.
He needs his princess there by his side.

When he reached home,
he asked for burgers and wedges.
So me and princess went to get it for him.
We could easily get burgers but not wedges.
So we bought instant wedges from a supermarket.

I did fry for him the wedges when we get home.
I'm happy that he ate it when princess gave it to him.
I told him, "papa makan la, win goreng mesti sedap tak pedas.."
i didnt know that it was his last bite..

He also ask princess to took out his old guitar.
He ask her to clean it up. And wants me to restring it back.
It's kindda hard, coz its tooo rusty.

That is the day where i last met him.

On the morning of 14th Febuary,
people may think of Valentines day.
But not me, the man that i knew had passed away.
I was shocked and i rushed to his place. He was there lying on bed peacefully..
He's gone & my heart is shattered. No tears cud fall on that day, as I say my prayers to him.

A person whom i treated like my own dad is gone far far away.
While i was resting and when i close my eyes, an image of him came,
telling me to take care of his princess and his wife..
its a moment that i can't forget..

Although i knew him for quite a while,
the love and respect for him Grew.
I cried while he is about to leave.
Allah loves him and do not want him to suffer.
May allah bless him. May his soul rest peacefully there.

He will be greatly miss.
He is a great person, a good father and husband.
Giving him lots of alfateha will calm us here who miss him,
and for his soul to be out there in peace and tranquile.

If he is able to see this, i want to tell him, "papa, dun worry soo much, what u told me in my dreams i will hold it. i will take care of ur princess and ur wife. i will look out for them. Insyallah.."

Love,
Prince.

End of Chapter 1.

CHAPTER 2
blessings:

Put our sadness aside for the time being,
with blessings froms both sides, Insyallah,
Princess and I Are getting engaged this coming
August! yes! On 9th August. On National Day.

Love Prince.

End Of Chapter 2.

CHAPTER 3
loving my princess each day:

I'm loving my princess each and every day.
I miss her even when i saw her 10 minutes ago.
I don't really belive in love, but allah showed me the true meaning,
sending and creating a path for us to meet.
I'm happy with my princess. My soon to be fiance.

Hope u will smile after u read this.

Love,

Prince.

End Of Blogging.

Bittersweet Zoo Trip...

As we all know.. our plan to to to the zoo is cancelled..
but we finally reached to our destination on a Beautiful Monday Morning..
Singapore Zoological Gardens...

its been almost 10 years since i last went there..
heeez...

when we 1st reach there...
the kids was on excursion..
mmmm... i still remember those times... when im in primary schools.. :)

I brought along my camera stand... but i forget to bring the camera mount!
hahah so cant use the stand...

I was jakon at tymes.. :) hehee..
i snap alot of pictures there...

we were happily walking and walking till we stopped at the "AUSTRALIAN OUTBACK".

There was a phone call for princess..
it was from the hospital..
her tone of her voice changed...
papa is going to discharged today?
coz we thout that he wud be discharged in tuesday...
we need to rush to hospital...

but we decided to cool down at kfc..
had lunch 1st...

it was fun and im sure we will be there again...

here's the link to the pictures taken..

ZOO TRIP PT1

ZOO TRIP PT2

so we took the cab to the hospital..
when papa was sleeping when we reached there..
he looks tired..
den when he wake up..
we talked to him..
he will be discharged before 3pm...

princess was there talking to the nurse..
coz she needs to know about the medications...


papa needs to be wheel chaired...
i accompany princess and papa home..
mama was there with the wheelchair..

so when we reach home...
papa wants to eat wedges and mac..
so we did buy mac,
and bought frozen wedges to be fried at home..


this is the 1st tyme i masak at my princess place..
i goreng2 je la dulu..
proper meal not yet ah..

so mama had to go werk..
i accompanied princess at home..
i was at the sofa.. and i slept..

hhehee..

princess was bz, papa needs her all the tyme..
papa needs her to take care of him...
he's in pain...

what i can do now is just to pray to allah...
semoga papa akan sembuh...
dan semoga princess akan be very strong...

im here for u princess...
through bad tymes to good tymes...

and now we are gonna start saving money..
for our.. enggagement and marriage...


Love,
Prince.