Amazed By You...

Dear Princess...

Im blogging to express my feelings to you..

its 4am here.. and its raining heavily..
i cant sleep coz its cold.. and
i've been thinking of you..

Dear princess u meant alot to me..
day after day.. my love for you is sooo strong....
seriously, i never had this kind of love before...

The way u look at me in my eyes..
its so pure & true..
in every hugs,
you would never let me go..
u hold me tight..n u hear my heart beat.

You are a person who doesn't talk or say much..
You showed it by ur actions..
coz actions speaks louder than words..
but sometimes its hard for me.
coz u dun like to open up..
well, im here for u.. i'll listen to u.. be ashoulder for u to cry on..
be ur punching bag.. hehee.. im always here for u...

i love to look at her face.. while stroking her hair.
saying i love you and giving her a kiss on her forehead...

just by looking at the smile on her face,
it makes me happy..

Dear princess..
i would like to thank you..
thank you for ur understanding all this while..
u tolerated all my nonsense.. tolerated what i do...
thank u for accepting who i am today...

i know im not someone perfect..

well no one is perfect in this life..

but here i promise to treat u well and be with you through good tymes n bad tymes..

you are my everything princess!!


Love,
Prince

Happy 5th Anniversary!

Happy 5th anniversary, my love:
After all these years, ur my lover still!
Perhaps we've come this far by force of will;
Perhaps by what sweet winds within us move.
Years alone do not decisive prove,

As time's a box that holds both good and ill;
Nor can one long be loving without skill;
Nor long be cool below and warm above.
In you I've found a shoreline for my sea
Vast enough to hold me in its arms,
Embracing both the turbulence and deep,
Reconciling me to limitation.
So may you find a wilderness in me,
A place of windswept waves and rippled calms,
Restoring you to realms you cannot reap,
Yielding neither home nor destination.


Dear princess ayu.. :)

Happy 5th baby..
its been a wonderful 5 month. and may allah bless us.. :)
A person who understands me in watever i do,,,
thank u!!!

sorry i cant go out with u tomolo..

So i did the advance...
by watching **FAST & FURIOUS 4**
it was an awesome movie.. :)
after movie we spent tyme together...
muackx!!!


Lots Of Love,
Prince

Happy 4th Month Anniversary!!!

6 month of courtship, 4 month of relationship & 5 more month to be getting engaged!!

Dear PRINCESS AYU,

you are my everything to me...

On this very special day,
I have found a reason to say,
You've touched my life,
& made it better in every way..

From Allah I always pray..
For you, In my life to stay..
And on you, he may bless,
On this very special day..

When fate first drew us close together
Its kinnda hard but,
I knew we would be one.
And now your in my heart forever
It feels like a dream come through

I love the way you love me
The way I love you too
But most of all I love you
Because our love is true

Sometimes I don’t like life
I feel like a loser, like i say i dun have a good life..
I dun have a high paid job..
Sometimes I feel let down
sometimes i wanna give up..
But you’re my guiding light
To the better world around

So as I write this poem
My life feels so complete
I know just where we’re going

Now we have connected
We know where we both lie
In each other’s hearts we’ll stay
For all time and eternity..

Happy 4th Month Princess...

Lots Of Love,
Prince

Please Get The Hell Out Of OUR LIFE!!!!

I am really pissed off!!!
He just couldn't UNDERSTAND MALAY!!!!
coz he's an indian!

it will just make me angry!!!

Please leave!
We don't need someone like you...

Yes! i know its hard for u to forget her..
and after watever things u did to her...
That's the past... the past will just remain as it is....

But now its OVER!!!
UNDERSTAND? OVER!!!!

Even her family does'nt want you!
She don't want u!!!
Dont u get it??
how thick is your skin??

She's with me now..
we love each other very much now!
we are getting engaged on this august...

Ur promises is shit and ur crocodile tears may fool others!
U can melt them with ur sweet talks.......
BUT
not me!!!


"ya allah aku berdoa... supaya kau selamatkan lah hubunganku dengan Ayu.. Jauhkanlah kami dari perbuatan jahat shaitan yang ingin menjatuhkan kami! ya allah berikan lah aku kekuatan! "

I love u ayang, im not mad at u or blaming u for breaking ur promises...
i'm just mad that he keeps bothering u...


Love,
Prince.

My 4 Off Days!!!

It's the tyme that i've been waiting for..
my 4 Off days.. a day that i will just forget about work!
Friday Saturday Sunday & Today...
I'm gonna spent it well and gonna spent it with my princess!!!

It was filled with fun, laughter, and some bad moments...
but in the end.. its worth it la!!!!



DAY 1 :- FRIDAY!!
-Meet My Princess
-Duxton Plains Playing @ Esplanade
-Age Of Sinfonia Hang Out Sessions...
-Meet Ex Ite Friends

Well its FRIDAY!
Princess wants to eat LONTONG...
so she came over coz Mummy cook for her lontong..
She came at around 5pm. Coz she is sick.
Her face is pale and she got flu...
i pity her seh..

After food, we proceed to Esplanade,
coz i'll be meeting my bandmates, and as well as to see my friend's band, who is also my ex ite school mates performing at esplanade.
Zuraidah & Julie was there... so we hang out with them...

Well i saw many of my ite friends there..
i kindda miss them.. i did say hello to all of them, talk a while take some pics..
and i also introduce them to my princess...

Den my band mates came...
and we talked and spend some tymes together...
Jack was like dancing the "gelek2" when he heard a hip hop song!
So the tak sajak seh, Princess was laughing at him.. ehee..

DEn at around 10pm,
Duxton Plains turn to perform,
Its a dream come through for them..
to perform at ESPLANADE...
Congrats to them.. :)

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DAY 2 :- SATURDAY!!
-Meet Princess
-When out with Mummy & Adik
-IMM

It's SATURDAY..
we did nothing much..
i'm kindda lazy to go out..
my mum ask me to follow her to BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA...
but i did'nt follow her. I felt very lazy.. hehee..

So i called PRINCESS.
She's alone at home. So we decided to go IMM.
I called Mummy and pick her up at BPP..
So we waited for Princess to come..
We went Daiso but we bought nothing.. hahaa..

Den we go makan.. :) i ate fried kway teow, princess had her Yong tau foo...
mummy had her mee goweng and adik got his western food.. :)

after food we went to the childrens water playround..
its fun! i wish i could play there.. :) heeeeexx....

After that mummy went home with adik.. and me continue to walk around Jurong east.
Soon After that i sent Princess home.. :)

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DAY 3 :- SUNDAY!!
-Jamming With Age Of Sinfonia
-Meeting My Princess
-Double Dates With Dharma & Yana
-Singapore Flyers

oK.. SUnday is a Bittersweet Day...
It started Out Bitter, But It ended up sweet.. :)

After seeing Duxton plains performance,
i have the urge to Play well for my jamming session..
i did restring my guitar, set up my tone on my effects,
was sooo semangat! Jamming started at 5pm.

It was around 3 plus i ask princess to get ready coz will be meeting her at Jurong East Mrt Station @ around 4.. As soon as i went out of my house, i inform her... coz Dharma & yana will also be following us to our jamming..

It was 4 plus i tried calling princess but she sidnt pick up the phone..
she is sick and was coughing... i waited for her until 445pm... but she still not there..
den i realiase, it was her "MOOD SWING DAY!" we did had arguments, so she says she wants her tyme on her own.. I was worried for her, and was in a hurry coz i am super late for jamming.. and Dharma & Yana is still waiting for me for like an Hour already .... what shud i do??

So princess ask me to proceed to jamming and will be meeting me after that..
she went to her uncle house nearby...
During jamming everyone was not on formed! Our bassist is not even there..
and today, there will be a new female vocalist to audition for the band..
but there's NO SHOW! i'm kindda pissed off sey!!!

After jamming i called princess...
she wants to go home and not wanting to meet me..
i was like having question marks all over me...
but Yana ask talked to her saying that she wants to meet princess..

So finally reached the mrt station...
saw my princess!! was very happy!
1st thing i ask her.."ARE U OK?"
she smiled.

So now its DOUBLE DATE TIME!!!!
Dharma & me knew each other since ite...
we're best buddies during school...

So we went to "kellogs" aka Camwhore
at esplanade and Singapore Flyers!
went to have a candle light dinner by the Flyers and by the river...
It was fun!

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Day 4 :- MONDAY!!
-@ Home

Just spent the day at home, will start work tomorrow.
I miss my princess very much! That's all for now...


Love,
Prince

Sad... :(

Rushed from work to meet princess today,
was very excited to meet her.
I miss her sooo much..
She is sick today.. and was alone at home...
awwwww.... so i tot of visiting her...
just to accompany her at home...

When i step at her doorstep, she wasn't alone,
her aunt was there with her...
so i did went in asking her how she is and stuff..
just sat on the chair that's all...

princess looks pale, and she got running nose..

the door was wide open..
i didnt do anything, im just by her side and accompany her,
talked to her, discuss about some designs...
when suddenly her aunt came out of the room and talk to us, telling me not to enter the house even if there is many people in the house or even if mama is in the house...

i felt sooo maluu as though as my parents didnt teach me like that..
i know, they also teach me not to do anything that will shame the family..

all that i wanted is to accompany my princess who is sick...
i dun intent to do anything bad to her...

now her aunt got bad impressions of me..

what should i do??

Now And Forever...

Its kindda strange,
i've never had this feeling before in my whole life...
the feeling of loving someone...
the feeling of missing someone...
when we just saw each other like an hour ago.
yes we do argue
yes we fight sometimes
but it all ended up with a kiss and a smile...
what i've learned is in a relationship,
there must be give and take.
when im the fire, she better be the water,
and when she is the fire, let me be the water.
to my princess,

i wrote something for u.. hope it makes u smile and GET WELL SOON!!


"I Love You"
Want to know why?
Because you are my air,
Without you there would be no me!

"I Love You"
Want to know when?
Now and 1000 years after
I’m gone!

"I Love You"
Want to know where?
Here, there, everywhere,
Even if I’m not there
I will love you!

Ayang, I love you now and forever!

Love Prince.