:Our Timeless Love:

Feb 27, 2009

Chapters In Our Lives.....

Its been a while since i blogged.
Its gonna be a long one...
CHAPTER 1.
Gone too soon :

i still remembered, the day when i first saw him,
at around 6pm, he came back from his work.
The stern look on his face made my body shiver and my hands feel cold.
After awhile he talked to me, and he started to joke around with me.
Since that day, i feel comfortable with him.

As days goes by i get to see him again.
He was talking to me, share his experience about life and everything under the sun.
I feel welcomed by him, and started to like him.

Not long since that day,
he was admitted to hospital.
Shocking but true.
The cheerful man that i met is now in pain.
Although he is suffering, he still keep a strong front infront of others.
We did not know what is his sickness is.
We all prayed hard for him.

He was den transferred to NUH hospital.
He was treated well there.
Looks like there is an improvement in him.
I did frequently visit him.
We talked, and sometimes crack a joke or two.

He was discharged not long.
We were all happy for him.


After a week or two,
he's back again in hospital...
we all know that he is suffering from Cancer.
He cant move alot as his hips is in pain.

Many of his relatives came to give him the courage to battle the pain.
He endures it well and is very strong.
He even ask for foods that he wants.

Days gone by, he looks weaker and weaker,
he cant eat much.

He is a lucky man,
he have a beautiful princess and a gd wife by his side every single day..
without fail, his princess and his wife will accompany him.

He got discharged soon after a few weeks stay.
I know he's in pain.
He needs his princess there by his side.

When he reached home,
he asked for burgers and wedges.
So me and princess went to get it for him.
We could easily get burgers but not wedges.
So we bought instant wedges from a supermarket.

I did fry for him the wedges when we get home.
I'm happy that he ate it when princess gave it to him.
I told him, "papa makan la, win goreng mesti sedap tak pedas.."
i didnt know that it was his last bite..

He also ask princess to took out his old guitar.
He ask her to clean it up. And wants me to restring it back.
It's kindda hard, coz its tooo rusty.

That is the day where i last met him.

On the morning of 14th Febuary,
people may think of Valentines day.
But not me, the man that i knew had passed away.
I was shocked and i rushed to his place. He was there lying on bed peacefully..
He's gone & my heart is shattered. No tears cud fall on that day, as I say my prayers to him.

A person whom i treated like my own dad is gone far far away.
While i was resting and when i close my eyes, an image of him came,
telling me to take care of his princess and his wife..
its a moment that i can't forget..

Although i knew him for quite a while,
the love and respect for him Grew.
I cried while he is about to leave.
Allah loves him and do not want him to suffer.
May allah bless him. May his soul rest peacefully there.

He will be greatly miss.
He is a great person, a good father and husband.
Giving him lots of alfateha will calm us here who miss him,
and for his soul to be out there in peace and tranquile.

If he is able to see this, i want to tell him, "papa, dun worry soo much, what u told me in my dreams i will hold it. i will take care of ur princess and ur wife. i will look out for them. Insyallah.."

Love,
Prince.

End of Chapter 1.

CHAPTER 2
blessings:

Put our sadness aside for the time being,
with blessings froms both sides, Insyallah,
Princess and I Are getting engaged this coming
August! yes! On 9th August. On National Day.

Love Prince.

End Of Chapter 2.

CHAPTER 3
loving my princess each day:

I'm loving my princess each and every day.
I miss her even when i saw her 10 minutes ago.
I don't really belive in love, but allah showed me the true meaning,
sending and creating a path for us to meet.
I'm happy with my princess. My soon to be fiance.

Hope u will smile after u read this.

Love,

Prince.

End Of Blogging.

Feb 12, 2009

Bittersweet Zoo Trip...

As we all know.. our plan to to to the zoo is cancelled..
but we finally reached to our destination on a Beautiful Monday Morning..
Singapore Zoological Gardens...

its been almost 10 years since i last went there..
heeez...

when we 1st reach there...
the kids was on excursion..
mmmm... i still remember those times... when im in primary schools.. :)

I brought along my camera stand... but i forget to bring the camera mount!
hahah so cant use the stand...

I was jakon at tymes.. :) hehee..
i snap alot of pictures there...

we were happily walking and walking till we stopped at the "AUSTRALIAN OUTBACK".

There was a phone call for princess..
it was from the hospital..
her tone of her voice changed...
papa is going to discharged today?
coz we thout that he wud be discharged in tuesday...
we need to rush to hospital...

but we decided to cool down at kfc..
had lunch 1st...

it was fun and im sure we will be there again...

here's the link to the pictures taken..

ZOO TRIP PT1


ZOO TRIP PT2

so we took the cab to the hospital..
when papa was sleeping when we reached there..
he looks tired..
den when he wake up..
we talked to him..
he will be discharged before 3pm...

princess was there talking to the nurse..
coz she needs to know about the medications...


papa needs to be wheel chaired...
i accompany princess and papa home..
mama was there with the wheelchair..

so when we reach home...
papa wants to eat wedges and mac..
so we did buy mac,
and bought frozen wedges to be fried at home..


this is the 1st tyme i masak at my princess place..
i goreng2 je la dulu..
proper meal not yet ah..

so mama had to go werk..
i accompanied princess at home..
i was at the sofa.. and i slept..

hhehee..

princess was bz, papa needs her all the tyme..
papa needs her to take care of him...
he's in pain...

what i can do now is just to pray to allah...
semoga papa akan sembuh...
dan semoga princess akan be very strong...

im here for u princess...
through bad tymes to good tymes...

and now we are gonna start saving money..
for our.. enggagement and marriage...


Love,
Prince.

Feb 4, 2009

Guitarra Ayuella

I compose a song..
Guitarra Ayuella...
Taken From My Princess Name...
and this song is compose for her...
for all the good times and the bad tymes..
i love you Princess...




Love ,
Prince

Feb 3, 2009

ayang.. u are my everything....

another post...

its about friends...

friends come and go...
friends come when ur happy..
friends go when u are sad..

friends will consider u a true friend if u follow them in an outing...
join them in all activities..
if u seldom join them u are not consider true friends...

some friends will look down on you if they got better job den u...
they got so called pretty gf...
and they dun give a shit about u...

some friends just say hi..
and den bye..

some friends just add us in friendster, facebook, and tagged....
and tats all..

thats what my friends are...

what i have now is my family, i love them sooo much..
and i love my princess!!! she's always there for me through good and bad tymes...
i got her to talk to.. to share my problems..
to have a shoulder to cry on...
she's my everything...

i got a band..
the one closest to me is rasen and jack...


its not that i dun need friends...
its just tat they just dun bother about me...

its ok.. maybe i dun have tyme for them...
or am i forgotten?

watever it is...
i love my princess...
she is my heart and soul..
my life...

dun ever leave me...

coz i have no one
except my princess and my family....


love,
Prince :(

..dear diary..

It's been a while since i last updated...
things had not been goin fine...
for my dear princess,
our plan to the zoo was canceled.

here is how the story goes... (this is going to be a long long one..)
there will be 3 chapters here...

CHAPTER 1

we were planning to wake up early in the morning to prepare
some snacks to be brought over to the zoo..
the funny part is that we are going to surprise each other with the snacks,
but in the end, its the same snacks that we are gonna bring...

i began charging my camera battery,
choosing my clothes,
everything was ready in the bag..
ready to go... i ask princess to sleep early.. coz we got a long day ahead..
so we did...

but..
while sleeping
i had a bad dream, a nightmare...
i was scared till i woke up in the middle of the night..
and i can sense that something told me to check my hp...
so i did...

2 sms from princess..
saying tat papa was vormitting blood...
and was in pain ...

i called princess.. she was in the ambulance...
i was very worried ...
i did sms her and accompany her smsing till i fell asleep...

i know tat the trip for us is cancelled...
i understand and i thank god that we didnt even go to the zoo...
what happen if we were there and papa was alone at home in pain???

few hours later i rushed down to the hospital...
met princess... 1 look at her face, i know tat she is not ok..
i sat down with her at the lobby...
she told me about papa's condition...
i hold her hand tight...
and tears went falling down her cheek...

i was there for her..
and she knows it...
i ask her to be strong...


i went up to see papa...
he was weak... i was sad..
den while papa went for scope,
i ask princess to eat. she looks pale...
i try to make her happy and smile..
so she will eat.. alhamdulillah.. she ate...

after that, her relatives all came.. i was in the corner..
standing still... and was praying hard for papa..
at that tyme it was dawn...
around 7 plus...
i berdoa...
i felt like crying when i saw papa cry...
but i tahan...
i cant be crying at that tyme...
nanti orang cakap ape lak..

kalau boleh i nak sebelah papa..
nak hold his hand..
telling him to be strong and bacakan fateha...

but takut nanti sedara mara cakap ape lak..
belom ape2 dah buat cam tu...

but what i did is just look at him...
and i say prayers...

den, around 8 plus we went home...
mama, princess and me went to west coast to eat..
mama was very hungry..
kesian seh mama...

den we went home...

CHAPTER 2

i was off for 2 days...
so i went to accompany princess at the hospital again..
i miss her sooo much ..
and i happy to see papa looking abit more fresher...

den i sat down with princess...
reading the wedding magazine..
and try to find budget package for our wedding day...
it was fun...
at least princess can be stress free being with me around...
discussing.. :)

everything was ok..

we went home after that...

CHAPTER 3..

nowadays..
princess is sick..
i was worried...
and she now says he back pain..
i know... how she feels..
its kindda tired pegi balik pegi balik hospital..

very very tired..
blakang pon sakit seh..

haiz..
i really hope she is fine..
i want her to take care of herself..
have proper meals..

i love her sooo much..

and i want to be with her...

i pray for herslf too...
for her safety.. for her health..
and for everything..

AMIN...

may allah bless us...
and may he hear our prayers...

Love,
Prince



Jan 22, 2009

I HATE JANTAN KEPOH!!!!!!

I HATE JANTAN KEPOH!!!!!

yup!! thats the topic i'll bring up today...

no one in particular..

I'm sharing my views on this...

nowadays there's sooo many JANTAN KEPOH!!
i just HATE! them. They like to jaga tepi kain orang.. lebih2 lagi tepi kain pompan. They
nak tahu everything that happens. Kalau boleh sluar dalam kolor ape kita pakai pon nak tahu.
Sluar dalam koyak kalau boleh pon nak tahu. Dapat main ke tak dapat pon dorang nak tahu.
Beh step caring.. padahal nak korek2 rahsia.. Wats all this man???


Sejak bila jantan jadi kepoh nie??

They gossip like mak nenek.. but mak nenek pon dah relax skarang...
Lagi2 kalau kawan pompan tu break up ke ape ke..
dorang mesti nak tahu dari A-Z!! Beh kepoh read people blog..
nak tahu wats been happening... so they can sampai kan berita to their frens...

Be a man.. just chill..
be a gentleman not a kpoman...

they should worry about their own life..

TO ALL JANTAN KEPOH!!!!
GET A LIFE! SERIOUSLY.....


Lots of HATE,
Prince..



Jan 18, 2009

A Wonderful Day...

Its Sunday..
I took my Annual leave to spent my whole day with my princess!!!
Cos today is our 2nd anniversary..

Yup! u guys might think that im going for a fancy dinner or going out for movies and all that..
but nope!! You're wrong!!

Im spending my whole day with My Princess at the hospital!! :)

Ok... here is how it goes...

I woke up at around 12pm in the afternoon..
i went straight to toilet and get myself ready to meet princess!!
when i pass by the kitchen...
mummy was cooking chicken rice!!
Yummy!! den she ask me...
wanna bring some for Princess to eat??
den i say sure why not!!

while waiting for the rice to be fully cook...
i help mummy with the chillies...
hehehe... finally we make ourselves 2 packets of chicken rice with lots of chicken!!

I took bus and there is a slight jam!
so i finally reach the hospital at around 3pm...
i gave princess a surprise by popping up at the ward!!
heheee...

papa was sleeping then...
so i took the food out to eat with princess...
cute ryte?
hehee..

while eating...
i gave her something...
its...

Photobucket

yup! a cd! Love 101!
101 ways to say i love you.
it contains 6 cds full of fantastic & romantic love songs!!!
just for my princess...
its a little gift from me...

so we spent hours of chatting and buying food to eat...
den princess relatives came..
the 1st family came and look at me "atas bawah"
i jus smiled and be "mat cool chill burger"..
i got nothing against them..
then got this guy muka budak lagi uhz..
hahaha very kerek lor...
when they go back he also pretend to never see me..
hahaha.... coz im much cuter den him kot??
aaahh... i dun give a damn kan..
i just smile...


den came princess relatives again..
this tyme a bigger group!
coz papa wants to eat the roti boyan..
it was a lil crowded.. but its ok...
i sit outside, chill...
most of them talk to me..
i feel very welcome..
im happy...

at around 7 plus... they went home..
left just me, princess and papa...
we had a little conversation b4 we go...

den went to Princess place..
sent the excess roti boyan home..
and i got 1 for myself too..

den spent tyme with princess...
spent all the tyme that we've lost...
i love my princess so much!!!!!

till den..

Love,
Prince
Mat Cool Chill Burger
:)