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Happy 1st Year Anniversary..

2009-11-17T22:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1st Year Anniversary!!

Dear Princess Shiwin..

SURPRISE!!!!!

While u are away.. i spend my time blogging...
here's a lil something for u..
hope it surprise u and hope ur happy :)

Happy Anniversary my Sweet Love!

For you, I thank Allah for making us a path for us to be together..

You’ve given me hope, inspiration and truth
Because of you I feel sooo LOVED!
When heavy storms have come our way,
Your love has always made me stay.
Each morning when i wake up, i'll smile coz
I know in you, I’ve found my place.

Our bond is extraordinary, beautiful, and real
It’s remarkable how wonderful you make me feel
We belong together, you and I.

Never in my life will I find another girl,
Who could ever fulfill me the way you can.

The life we’ve shared this past year
Has proved forever it shall persevere
I will love you forever in every way
That will remain constant until my dying day.
This I Promise You..

Sorry if i couldnt afford u nice stays in 5 stars hotels,
Sorry that i cant buy u those gifts,
Sorry that i cant drive u around in big cars or bikes,
Sorry if i ever disappoint u..
But my love is all that i can give to u.

I promish to be there when ur down,
promish to be there when u need someone..
promish to be there when u cry,
promish to be there when things go out of hand...

Sayang, its been a year...
i would like to thank you for whatever u done to me,
and the way u love me..
i never ever had someone loving me like the way u love me..
ur love is true & sincere...
thank u sayang...

i wanna be with u and i will take care of u.
till i grow old. i promish that.

Its been 3 month since we got engaged,
i still couldnt belive it..
i still couldnt belive that i have the courage to
ask my parents that i wanna get engaged to u..
alhamdulillah everything went well...

im soooo attached to u right now...

My heart beats very fast when im with u...

Once again, ABANG LOVES AYANG SOOOOO MUCH!!
Happy 1st Year Anniversary
Abang prays hard for our future..

now lets save save save save seriously save save to our kpak bing bing!!! :)

heheeee...

Muah!!

Loving u lots!

Prince Irwin

XoXoXo

2009-11-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

Dear Pwincess Ayu Shiwin...

Its been a long long long long long long long tyme since i've updated this blog...

here's an update..

well... alhamdulillah kita berdua dah selamat bertunang...
on the 9th august 2009, a wonderful & a unforgettable day for us...

pwincess was like a real pwincess on the engagement day...
she wear red dress.. :) she looks soooo damn gorgeous... i was "WOW!!"

alhamdulillah everything went smoothly...
i would like to thank semua yang hadir ke majlis pertunangan kita..
baik at my side, baik at ayu's side.. terima kasih kerana hadir..
dan terima kasih atas tolongan anda semua...
tanpa anda siapalah kita..

what i can say is tat.. nak tunang bukan nye senang tau..
banyak dugaan nye seh...

and now after tunang pon.. lebih banyak dugaan, and nak kena simpan duit lagi..
hehee.. banyak cubaan yo! dah tak leh spent duit on unimportant items anymore seh..
tapi takpe.. its all for our future.. sorry kalau kekedang kita nie budget...
ye la... tanggung jawab ni kali lebih UP UP UP lagi seh.. mana nak kasi parents, mana nak simpan duit for marriage.. mana nak duit makan, duit bus gi werk.. ini semua dugaan seh.. but insyallah... we will go through this together..

As days goes by, my love for pwincess gets more & more...
without her 1 day macam something missing gitu...
and macam biase la.. tak jumpa rindu.. dah jumpa slalu bergurau2 kasar and kadang2 ada la.. perselisihan faham skit.. biase la lumrah berpasangan... walaupon ape2 yang terjadi kita tetap sayang each other...
i love to geletek her ketiks.. i will mish her smile... and her laughter...
hehee..

dalam perhubungan ni.. both takleh degil...
satu kenalah tahan dan banyak bersabar..
kalau dua2 meletop.. camne? cuba bayangkan...
hehee.. harap2 jagan lah sesekali kita meletop...
nanti macam VOLCANO!!!!! wwooooohhooo!!!!

well... bukan itu saja..
dengan keluarga pon kita nak kena bagi masa jugak..
kadang2 dorang pon bising tgk kita kluar slalu..
beh cakap takde tyme la ngan keluarga...
both rasa bersalah seh.. aiya.. manyak susah...
tapi takpe kita try our best to divide our tyme equally...

so dah tunang ni kita kena go to both sides kalau ada ape2 functions
memang susah kan? but alhamdulillah suma ok ok alright bebeh!
bersyukur kepada allah..

sayang... on this 18th November, will be our 1 year Anni.
wah... how time flies.. gone through alot seh this pass 1 year..
i love u baby.. always & forever...

stay tuned for more.. till den..
muacks2 XoXo!!

Love;
Prince

Days Are Getting Nearer Baby...

2009-07-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

Dear Princess,

Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice,
So ,I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad You Came . . .

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer

I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You

My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You

I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What will i do???

Dear princess i miss u sooo much...

no words can describe how much i love u..
as days goes by, the feeling for u gets stronger and stronger...
thanks for everything ur true love, ur understanding, ur patience,
ur honesty and ur care for me..

dear princess, thanks for going public with me..
sorry i dun have a car or a bike..
well... like the songs from the backstreet boys,
"i dun have a fancy car, to get too u i walked a thousand miles"
:) heeez...

well i dun want u too be sooo worked up coz of a stupid comment..
well let him be ya.. i dun wish to say much.. i know u know we know who this person is.. so let it be... we have our parents blessings and insyallah... allah will guide us and protect us.. so tak payah marah2 k? biarkan saja.. ni mesti confirm plus chop dia baca punya lah.. takda life katakan.. ahakz.. " SAKSIKAN EPISODE JANTAN KELEPEK yang seterus nya.. ahakz... well princess walaupon orang kata i ni JANTAN kelepek yang jiwang, i tak kisah sangat lah... coz its my blog i have the rights to express my feelings here, well all the post is about u.. my princess.. about my endless love for u.. orang baca sampai meluat gitu... kesian jugak..

BTW,
the blog is called "MELODIACINTA"
mesti lah berjiwang skit kan kan kan kan???
mesti about love..
mesti ikut theme lah...

takkan nak letak, jantankelepek.blogspot.com ???
ahakz.. macam2 perangai manusia nie..

watever it is... i love u princess...

ok la u better sleep k? esok werk...

LOve Love Love And More Love,
Prince.

Missing & Loving You.. Surprise !!

2009-07-07T02:56:00.006+08:00

Dear Princess...

i miss u sooo much dear..

this past few days there's soo many things to do
and we're both bz with work..
i miss looking at u, i miss smelling u, i miss holding ur hand..
i miss hugging u... i miss kissing u...
i miss that smile on ur face..

I really miss u...

well its gonna be another 30 plus days before our engagement..
I'm kinnda nervous and some sort excited also..
well.. i really prayed hard that everything is gonna be alright.
Insyallah.

Dun werry sooo much k. :)

dear princess..

i have to tell u this,

i really love u so much, i want to spent my life with u..

ur the reason for me to smile, u always cheer me up,

and sometimes all those arguments tat we had will all end up with a "ketiks" & a smile..

we've learn to give and take towards each other..
there's no point for us to be mad at each other..
what we'll do is to talk things out and find a way to solve it..

getting engaged with u means alot to me...

its time, for me to learn to be a responsible man,

who takes care of u and ur mum..
as well as my family..

its gonna be our 8th month, and
we've gone through thick thin together...
financially, emotionally...
and i would like to thank u for watever u've done...

i dunno how else to thank u..
seriously..
cant wait to meet u!!

Love Prince.

Happy 7th Month Baby!!

2009-06-17T23:57:00.003+08:00

Happy 7th Month Baby!!

I Love You!

What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow

Dear Princess,
Its been 7th month being with you.
How time flies eh..

in this 7 month we've gone through ups and downs,
emotionally as well as financially...
but thank god we survive all the obstacle by struggling.

Its amazing how we learn to communicated to each other by talking things out...
talking slowly and make each other understand the problem faced.
Giving solutions and ideas to each others also help us alot.

Things change now for us..
dulu kita suka mengamok2
but now we like to talk and express wats in our heart..

every cuddle every kiss puts a smile on me.
a kiss on ur forehead means i love you...

i'm hapy the way we are now.
thank you soo much yayang

you also supports me in watever i do.
as u knw i have probs with my own band.
u know wat my plans is... :)

for now i want to be a good boyfriend/fiance/husband to u.

MAIN PIORITY for me IS
My Family & You!

the rest can come later... :)

in 2 month times we will get engaged.
in soooo excited & nervous bout it..
many things need to be done :)

cant wait cant wait!!!

last but not least,

AKU CINTA PADAMU!!!!

Love,
Prince Irwin

HAPPY 6th MONTH PRINCESS!!!

2009-05-19T03:10:00.006+08:00

Happy 6th PRINCESS!!!

Dear Princess..

i knw u are asleep, i know u are tired..

you've been working hard..
and i know u need plenty of rest..

well princess... its 6th month for us already...

time flies very fast eh..
lots of things happens and a lot of things changed...

but alhamdulillah our heart didnt change...

I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH...
You are my everything to me..
Thanks for everything princess!!
and thanks for really understanding me...
Sorry that we didnt meet on our special day today..
sorry i dun have any gift for u..

all i have is a portrait of us..
hope u like it!!

I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU PRINCESS!!

Love prince..

MUACKZ!!!!!!!

Loving You More Each Day....

2009-05-02T10:08:00.002+08:00

Dear Princess Ayu..

its been a long tyme since i blogged..

hope that this surprise u...

1st and foremost i would like to tell u that
i missss u soooooo very very very much!!!

and its less than 3 month left b4 our engagement..
i hope everything will go as plan. i'm kinnda nervous yet very very excited!!
insyallah everything will be alright.. :)

thank you for everything..
sometimes i really feel that both our hearts really can talk to each other...
without telling anything, both of us can feel or know wats going on...
it sounds ridiculous, but trust me..
its true and its happening between us....

even at work, we will think of each other..
that is the reason for us to smile.. :)

Princess i'm afraid of loosing u..
i dunno what would happen without u in my life..
:( ur part of me.. and i need u like i need the air to breathe....
i know both of us have some problems at home, at work, financially, ect. ect.
but we stand strong together.. being there for each other...
going through hardship, going through happy moments...

every problem, there's a solution.. and insyallah we can work things out together..

i love to see u smile, i love u being happy with me..
i love the way u hug me tight..
i love the time when u manja with me..
i love to see ur face when u woke up from bed

i never believe about love until u came in my life...
thank you so much princess...

NEW ADDITION BABIES:
besides our mother of pearl ring,
now we have our lg phone..
lets make sure we will take care of it and insyallah many more babies to come.
well all good things come in pairs..
:)

i love u sooo much princess!!!

See u on monday!

Love Prince.

Amazed By You...

2009-04-19T04:03:00.003+08:00

Dear Princess...

Im blogging to express my feelings to you..

its 4am here.. and its raining heavily..
i cant sleep coz its cold.. and
i've been thinking of you..

Dear princess u meant alot to me..
day after day.. my love for you is sooo strong....
seriously, i never had this kind of love before...

The way u look at me in my eyes..
its so pure & true..
in every hugs,
you would never let me go..
u hold me tight..n u hear my heart beat.

You are a person who doesn't talk or say much..
You showed it by ur actions..
coz actions speaks louder than words..
but sometimes its hard for me.
coz u dun like to open up..
well, im here for u.. i'll listen to u.. be ashoulder for u to cry on..
be ur punching bag.. hehee.. im always here for u...

i love to look at her face.. while stroking her hair.
saying i love you and giving her a kiss on her forehead...

just by looking at the smile on her face,
it makes me happy..

Dear princess..
i would like to thank you..
thank you for ur understanding all this while..
u tolerated all my nonsense.. tolerated what i do...
thank u for accepting who i am today...

i know im not someone perfect..

well no one is perfect in this life..

but here i promise to treat u well and be with you through good tymes n bad tymes..

you are my everything princess!!

Love,
Prince

Happy 5th Anniversary!

2009-04-18T01:53:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th anniversary, my love:
After all these years, ur my lover still!
Perhaps we've come this far by force of will;
Perhaps by what sweet winds within us move.
Years alone do not decisive prove,

As time's a box that holds both good and ill;
Nor can one long be loving without skill;
Nor long be cool below and warm above.
In you I've found a shoreline for my sea
Vast enough to hold me in its arms,
Embracing both the turbulence and deep,
Reconciling me to limitation.
So may you find a wilderness in me,
A place of windswept waves and rippled calms,
Restoring you to realms you cannot reap,
Yielding neither home nor destination.

Dear princess ayu.. :)

Happy 5th baby..
its been a wonderful 5 month. and may allah bless us.. :)
A person who understands me in watever i do,,,
thank u!!!

sorry i cant go out with u tomolo..

So i did the advance...
by watching **FAST & FURIOUS 4**
it was an awesome movie.. :)
after movie we spent tyme together...
muackx!!!

Lots Of Love,
Prince

Happy 4th Month Anniversary!!!

2009-03-18T12:28:00.002+08:00

6 month of courtship, 4 month of relationship & 5 more month to be getting engaged!!

Dear PRINCESS AYU,

you are my everything to me...

On this very special day,
I have found a reason to say,
You've touched my life,
& made it better in every way..

From Allah I always pray..
For you, In my life to stay..
And on you, he may bless,
On this very special day..

When fate first drew us close together
Its kinnda hard but,
I knew we would be one.
And now your in my heart forever
It feels like a dream come through

I love the way you love me
The way I love you too
But most of all I love you
Because our love is true

Sometimes I don’t like life
I feel like a loser, like i say i dun have a good life..
I dun have a high paid job..
Sometimes I feel let down
sometimes i wanna give up..
But you’re my guiding light
To the better world around

So as I write this poem
My life feels so complete
I know just where we’re going

Now we have connected
We know where we both lie
In each other’s hearts we’ll stay
For all time and eternity..

Happy 4th Month Princess...

Lots Of Love,
Prince

Please Get The Hell Out Of OUR LIFE!!!!

2009-03-11T13:51:00.002+08:00

I am really pissed off!!!
He just couldn't UNDERSTAND MALAY!!!!
coz he's an indian!

it will just make me angry!!!

Please leave!
We don't need someone like you...

Yes! i know its hard for u to forget her..
and after watever things u did to her...
That's the past... the past will just remain as it is....

But now its OVER!!!
UNDERSTAND? OVER!!!!

Even her family does'nt want you!
She don't want u!!!
Dont u get it??
how thick is your skin??

She's with me now..
we love each other very much now!
we are getting engaged on this august...

Ur promises is shit and ur crocodile tears may fool others!
U can melt them with ur sweet talks.......
BUT
not me!!!

"ya allah aku berdoa... supaya kau selamatkan lah hubunganku dengan Ayu.. Jauhkanlah kami dari perbuatan jahat shaitan yang ingin menjatuhkan kami! ya allah berikan lah aku kekuatan! "

I love u ayang, im not mad at u or blaming u for breaking ur promises...
i'm just mad that he keeps bothering u...

Love,
Prince.

My 4 Off Days!!!

2009-03-09T16:07:00.002+08:00

It's the tyme that i've been waiting for..
my 4 Off days.. a day that i will just forget about work!
Friday Saturday Sunday & Today...
I'm gonna spent it well and gonna spent it with my princess!!!

It was filled with fun, laughter, and some bad moments...
but in the end.. its worth it la!!!!

DAY 1 :- FRIDAY!!
-Meet My Princess
-Duxton Plains Playing @ Esplanade
-Age Of Sinfonia Hang Out Sessions...
-Meet Ex Ite Friends

Well its FRIDAY!
Princess wants to eat LONTONG...
so she came over coz Mummy cook for her lontong..
She came at around 5pm. Coz she is sick.
Her face is pale and she got flu...
i pity her seh..

After food, we proceed to Esplanade,
coz i'll be meeting my bandmates, and as well as to see my friend's band, who is also my ex ite school mates performing at esplanade.
Zuraidah & Julie was there... so we hang out with them...

Well i saw many of my ite friends there..
i kindda miss them.. i did say hello to all of them, talk a while take some pics..
and i also introduce them to my princess...

Den my band mates came...
and we talked and spend some tymes together...
Jack was like dancing the "gelek2" when he heard a hip hop song!
So the tak sajak seh, Princess was laughing at him.. ehee..

DEn at around 10pm,
Duxton Plains turn to perform,
Its a dream come through for them..
to perform at ESPLANADE...
Congrats to them.. :)

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DAY 2 :- SATURDAY!!
-Meet Princess
-When out with Mummy & Adik
-IMM

It's SATURDAY..
we did nothing much..
i'm kindda lazy to go out..
my mum ask me to follow her to BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA...
but i did'nt follow her. I felt very lazy.. hehee..

So i called PRINCESS.
She's alone at home. So we decided to go IMM.
I called Mummy and pick her up at BPP..
So we waited for Princess to come..
We went Daiso but we bought nothing.. hahaa..

Den we go makan.. :) i ate fried kway teow, princess had her Yong tau foo...
mummy had her mee goweng and adik got his western food.. :)

after food we went to the childrens water playround..
its fun! i wish i could play there.. :) heeeeexx....

After that mummy went home with adik.. and me continue to walk around Jurong east.
Soon After that i sent Princess home.. :)

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DAY 3 :- SUNDAY!!
-Jamming With Age Of Sinfonia
-Meeting My Princess
-Double Dates With Dharma & Yana
-Singapore Flyers

oK.. SUnday is a Bittersweet Day...
It started Out Bitter, But It ended up sweet.. :)

After seeing Duxton plains performance,
i have the urge to Play well for my jamming session..
i did restring my guitar, set up my tone on my effects,
was sooo semangat! Jamming started at 5pm.

It was around 3 plus i ask princess to get ready coz will be meeting her at Jurong East Mrt Station @ around 4.. As soon as i went out of my house, i inform her... coz Dharma & yana will also be following us to our jamming..

It was 4 plus i tried calling princess but she sidnt pick up the phone..
she is sick and was coughing... i waited for her until 445pm... but she still not there..
den i realiase, it was her "MOOD SWING DAY!" we did had arguments, so she says she wants her tyme on her own.. I was worried for her, and was in a hurry coz i am super late for jamming.. and Dharma & Yana is still waiting for me for like an Hour already .... what shud i do??

So princess ask me to proceed to jamming and will be meeting me after that..
she went to her uncle house nearby...
During jamming everyone was not on formed! Our bassist is not even there..
and today, there will be a new female vocalist to audition for the band..
but there's NO SHOW! i'm kindda pissed off sey!!!

After jamming i called princess...
she wants to go home and not wanting to meet me..
i was like having question marks all over me...
but Yana ask talked to her saying that she wants to meet princess..

So finally reached the mrt station...
saw my princess!! was very happy!
1st thing i ask her.."ARE U OK?"
she smiled.

So now its DOUBLE DATE TIME!!!!
Dharma & me knew each other since ite...
we're best buddies during school...

So we went to "kellogs" aka Camwhore
at esplanade and Singapore Flyers!
went to have a candle light dinner by the Flyers and by the river...
It was fun!

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Day 4 :- MONDAY!!
-@ Home

Just spent the day at home, will start work tomorrow.
I miss my princess very much! That's all for now...

Love,
Prince

Sad... :(

2009-03-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

Rushed from work to meet princess today,
was very excited to meet her.
I miss her sooo much..
She is sick today.. and was alone at home...
awwwww.... so i tot of visiting her...
just to accompany her at home...

When i step at her doorstep, she wasn't alone,
her aunt was there with her...
so i did went in asking her how she is and stuff..
just sat on the chair that's all...

princess looks pale, and she got running nose..

the door was wide open..
i didnt do anything, im just by her side and accompany her,
talked to her, discuss about some designs...
when suddenly her aunt came out of the room and talk to us, telling me not to enter the house even if there is many people in the house or even if mama is in the house...

i felt sooo maluu as though as my parents didnt teach me like that..
i know, they also teach me not to do anything that will shame the family..

all that i wanted is to accompany my princess who is sick...
i dun intent to do anything bad to her...

now her aunt got bad impressions of me..

what should i do??

Now And Forever...

2009-03-05T00:48:00.002+08:00

Its kindda strange,
i've never had this feeling before in my whole life...
the feeling of loving someone...
the feeling of missing someone...
when we just saw each other like an hour ago.
yes we do argue
yes we fight sometimes
but it all ended up with a kiss and a smile...
what i've learned is in a relationship,
there must be give and take.
when im the fire, she better be the water,
and when she is the fire, let me be the water.
to my princess,

i wrote something for u.. hope it makes u smile and GET WELL SOON!!

"I Love You"
Want to know why?
Because you are my air,
Without you there would be no me!

"I Love You"
Want to know when?
Now and 1000 years after
I’m gone!

"I Love You"
Want to know where?
Here, there, everywhere,
Even if I’m not there
I will love you!

Ayang, I love you now and forever!

Love Prince.

Chapters In Our Lives.....

2009-02-27T00:13:00.005+08:00

Its been a while since i blogged.
Its gonna be a long one...
CHAPTER 1.
Gone too soon :

i still remembered, the day when i first saw him,
at around 6pm, he came back from his work.
The stern look on his face made my body shiver and my hands feel cold.
After awhile he talked to me, and he started to joke around with me.
Since that day, i feel comfortable with him.

As days goes by i get to see him again.
He was talking to me, share his experience about life and everything under the sun.
I feel welcomed by him, and started to like him.

Not long since that day,
he was admitted to hospital.
Shocking but true.
The cheerful man that i met is now in pain.
Although he is suffering, he still keep a strong front infront of others.
We did not know what is his sickness is.
We all prayed hard for him.

He was den transferred to NUH hospital.
He was treated well there.
Looks like there is an improvement in him.
I did frequently visit him.
We talked, and sometimes crack a joke or two.

He was discharged not long.
We were all happy for him.

After a week or two,
he's back again in hospital...
we all know that he is suffering from Cancer.
He cant move alot as his hips is in pain.

Many of his relatives came to give him the courage to battle the pain.
He endures it well and is very strong.
He even ask for foods that he wants.

Days gone by, he looks weaker and weaker,
he cant eat much.

He is a lucky man,
he have a beautiful princess and a gd wife by his side every single day..
without fail, his princess and his wife will accompany him.

He got discharged soon after a few weeks stay.
I know he's in pain.
He needs his princess there by his side.

When he reached home,
he asked for burgers and wedges.
So me and princess went to get it for him.
We could easily get burgers but not wedges.
So we bought instant wedges from a supermarket.

I did fry for him the wedges when we get home.
I'm happy that he ate it when princess gave it to him.
I told him, "papa makan la, win goreng mesti sedap tak pedas.."
i didnt know that it was his last bite..

He also ask princess to took out his old guitar.
He ask her to clean it up. And wants me to restring it back.
It's kindda hard, coz its tooo rusty.

That is the day where i last met him.

On the morning of 14th Febuary,
people may think of Valentines day.
But not me, the man that i knew had passed away.
I was shocked and i rushed to his place. He was there lying on bed peacefully..
He's gone & my heart is shattered. No tears cud fall on that day, as I say my prayers to him.

A person whom i treated like my own dad is gone far far away.
While i was resting and when i close my eyes, an image of him came,
telling me to take care of his princess and his wife..
its a moment that i can't forget..

Although i knew him for quite a while,
the love and respect for him Grew.
I cried while he is about to leave.
Allah loves him and do not want him to suffer.
May allah bless him. May his soul rest peacefully there.

He will be greatly miss.
He is a great person, a good father and husband.
Giving him lots of alfateha will calm us here who miss him,
and for his soul to be out there in peace and tranquile.

If he is able to see this, i want to tell him, "papa, dun worry soo much, what u told me in my dreams i will hold it. i will take care of ur princess and ur wife. i will look out for them. Insyallah.."

Love,
Prince.

End of Chapter 1.

CHAPTER 2
blessings:

Put our sadness aside for the time being,
with blessings froms both sides, Insyallah,
Princess and I Are getting engaged this coming
August! yes! On 9th August. On National Day.

Love Prince.

End Of Chapter 2.

CHAPTER 3
loving my princess each day:

I'm loving my princess each and every day.
I miss her even when i saw her 10 minutes ago.
I don't really belive in love, but allah showed me the true meaning,
sending and creating a path for us to meet.
I'm happy with my princess. My soon to be fiance.

Hope u will smile after u read this.

Love,

Prince.

End Of Blogging.

Bittersweet Zoo Trip...

2009-02-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

As we all know.. our plan to to to the zoo is cancelled..
but we finally reached to our destination on a Beautiful Monday Morning..
Singapore Zoological Gardens...

its been almost 10 years since i last went there..
heeez...

when we 1st reach there...
the kids was on excursion..
mmmm... i still remember those times... when im in primary schools.. :)

I brought along my camera stand... but i forget to bring the camera mount!
hahah so cant use the stand...

I was jakon at tymes.. :) hehee..
i snap alot of pictures there...

we were happily walking and walking till we stopped at the "AUSTRALIAN OUTBACK".

There was a phone call for princess..
it was from the hospital..
her tone of her voice changed...
papa is going to discharged today?
coz we thout that he wud be discharged in tuesday...
we need to rush to hospital...

but we decided to cool down at kfc..
had lunch 1st...

it was fun and im sure we will be there again...

here's the link to the pictures taken..

ZOO TRIP PT1

ZOO TRIP PT2

so we took the cab to the hospital..
when papa was sleeping when we reached there..
he looks tired..
den when he wake up..
we talked to him..
he will be discharged before 3pm...

princess was there talking to the nurse..
coz she needs to know about the medications...

papa needs to be wheel chaired...
i accompany princess and papa home..
mama was there with the wheelchair..

so when we reach home...
papa wants to eat wedges and mac..
so we did buy mac,
and bought frozen wedges to be fried at home..

this is the 1st tyme i masak at my princess place..
i goreng2 je la dulu..
proper meal not yet ah..

so mama had to go werk..
i accompanied princess at home..
i was at the sofa.. and i slept..

hhehee..

princess was bz, papa needs her all the tyme..
papa needs her to take care of him...
he's in pain...

what i can do now is just to pray to allah...
semoga papa akan sembuh...
dan semoga princess akan be very strong...

im here for u princess...
through bad tymes to good tymes...

and now we are gonna start saving money..
for our.. enggagement and marriage...

Love,
Prince.

Guitarra Ayuella

2009-02-04T00:19:00.001+08:00

I compose a song..
Guitarra Ayuella...
Taken From My Princess Name...
and this song is compose for her...
for all the good times and the bad tymes..
i love you Princess...

Love ,
Prince

ayang.. u are my everything....

2009-02-03T01:08:00.003+08:00

another post...

its about friends...

friends come and go...
friends come when ur happy..
friends go when u are sad..

friends will consider u a true friend if u follow them in an outing...
join them in all activities..
if u seldom join them u are not consider true friends...

some friends will look down on you if they got better job den u...
they got so called pretty gf...
and they dun give a shit about u...

some friends just say hi..
and den bye..

some friends just add us in friendster, facebook, and tagged....
and tats all..

thats what my friends are...

what i have now is my family, i love them sooo much..
and i love my princess!!! she's always there for me through good and bad tymes...
i got her to talk to.. to share my problems..
to have a shoulder to cry on...
she's my everything...

i got a band..
the one closest to me is rasen and jack...

its not that i dun need friends...
its just tat they just dun bother about me...

its ok.. maybe i dun have tyme for them...
or am i forgotten?

watever it is...
i love my princess...
she is my heart and soul..
my life...

dun ever leave me...

coz i have no one
except my princess and my family....

love,
Prince :(

..dear diary..

2009-02-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since i last updated...
things had not been goin fine...
for my dear princess,
our plan to the zoo was canceled.

here is how the story goes... (this is going to be a long long one..)
there will be 3 chapters here...

CHAPTER 1

we were planning to wake up early in the morning to prepare
some snacks to be brought over to the zoo..
the funny part is that we are going to surprise each other with the snacks,
but in the end, its the same snacks that we are gonna bring...

i began charging my camera battery,
choosing my clothes,
everything was ready in the bag..
ready to go... i ask princess to sleep early.. coz we got a long day ahead..
so we did...

but..
while sleeping
i had a bad dream, a nightmare...
i was scared till i woke up in the middle of the night..
and i can sense that something told me to check my hp...
so i did...

2 sms from princess..
saying tat papa was vormitting blood...
and was in pain ...

i called princess.. she was in the ambulance...
i was very worried ...
i did sms her and accompany her smsing till i fell asleep...

i know tat the trip for us is cancelled...
i understand and i thank god that we didnt even go to the zoo...
what happen if we were there and papa was alone at home in pain???

few hours later i rushed down to the hospital...
met princess... 1 look at her face, i know tat she is not ok..
i sat down with her at the lobby...
she told me about papa's condition...
i hold her hand tight...
and tears went falling down her cheek...

i was there for her..
and she knows it...
i ask her to be strong...

i went up to see papa...
he was weak... i was sad..
den while papa went for scope,
i ask princess to eat. she looks pale...
i try to make her happy and smile..
so she will eat.. alhamdulillah.. she ate...

after that, her relatives all came.. i was in the corner..
standing still... and was praying hard for papa..
at that tyme it was dawn...
around 7 plus...
i berdoa...
i felt like crying when i saw papa cry...
but i tahan...
i cant be crying at that tyme...
nanti orang cakap ape lak..

kalau boleh i nak sebelah papa..
nak hold his hand..
telling him to be strong and bacakan fateha...

but takut nanti sedara mara cakap ape lak..
belom ape2 dah buat cam tu...

but what i did is just look at him...
and i say prayers...

den, around 8 plus we went home...
mama, princess and me went to west coast to eat..
mama was very hungry..
kesian seh mama...

den we went home...

CHAPTER 2

i was off for 2 days...
so i went to accompany princess at the hospital again..
i miss her sooo much ..
and i happy to see papa looking abit more fresher...

den i sat down with princess...
reading the wedding magazine..
and try to find budget package for our wedding day...
it was fun...
at least princess can be stress free being with me around...
discussing.. :)

everything was ok..

we went home after that...

CHAPTER 3..

nowadays..
princess is sick..
i was worried...
and she now says he back pain..
i know... how she feels..
its kindda tired pegi balik pegi balik hospital..

very very tired..
blakang pon sakit seh..

haiz..
i really hope she is fine..
i want her to take care of herself..
have proper meals..

i love her sooo much..

and i want to be with her...

i pray for herslf too...
for her safety.. for her health..
and for everything..

AMIN...

may allah bless us...
and may he hear our prayers...

Love,
Prince

I HATE JANTAN KEPOH!!!!!!

2009-01-22T13:20:00.002+08:00

I HATE JANTAN KEPOH!!!!!

yup!! thats the topic i'll bring up today...

no one in particular..

I'm sharing my views on this...

nowadays there's sooo many JANTAN KEPOH!!
i just HATE! them. They like to jaga tepi kain orang.. lebih2 lagi tepi kain pompan. They
nak tahu everything that happens. Kalau boleh sluar dalam kolor ape kita pakai pon nak tahu.
Sluar dalam koyak kalau boleh pon nak tahu. Dapat main ke tak dapat pon dorang nak tahu.
Beh step caring.. padahal nak korek2 rahsia.. Wats all this man???

Sejak bila jantan jadi kepoh nie??

They gossip like mak nenek.. but mak nenek pon dah relax skarang...
Lagi2 kalau kawan pompan tu break up ke ape ke..
dorang mesti nak tahu dari A-Z!! Beh kepoh read people blog..
nak tahu wats been happening... so they can sampai kan berita to their frens...

Be a man.. just chill..
be a gentleman not a kpoman...

they should worry about their own life..

TO ALL JANTAN KEPOH!!!!
GET A LIFE! SERIOUSLY.....

Lots of HATE,
Prince..

A Wonderful Day...

2009-01-18T23:59:00.002+08:00

Its Sunday..
I took my Annual leave to spent my whole day with my princess!!!
Cos today is our 2nd anniversary..

Yup! u guys might think that im going for a fancy dinner or going out for movies and all that..
but nope!! You're wrong!!

Im spending my whole day with My Princess at the hospital!! :)

Ok... here is how it goes...

I woke up at around 12pm in the afternoon..
i went straight to toilet and get myself ready to meet princess!!
when i pass by the kitchen...
mummy was cooking chicken rice!!
Yummy!! den she ask me...
wanna bring some for Princess to eat??
den i say sure why not!!

while waiting for the rice to be fully cook...
i help mummy with the chillies...
hehehe... finally we make ourselves 2 packets of chicken rice with lots of chicken!!

I took bus and there is a slight jam!
so i finally reach the hospital at around 3pm...
i gave princess a surprise by popping up at the ward!!
heheee...

papa was sleeping then...
so i took the food out to eat with princess...
cute ryte?
hehee..

while eating...
i gave her something...
its...

yup! a cd! Love 101!
101 ways to say i love you.
it contains 6 cds full of fantastic & romantic love songs!!!
just for my princess...
its a little gift from me...

so we spent hours of chatting and buying food to eat...
den princess relatives came..
the 1st family came and look at me "atas bawah"
i jus smiled and be "mat cool chill burger"..
i got nothing against them..
then got this guy muka budak lagi uhz..
hahaha very kerek lor...
when they go back he also pretend to never see me..
hahaha.... coz im much cuter den him kot??
aaahh... i dun give a damn kan..
i just smile...

den came princess relatives again..
this tyme a bigger group!
coz papa wants to eat the roti boyan..
it was a lil crowded.. but its ok...
i sit outside, chill...
most of them talk to me..
i feel very welcome..
im happy...

at around 7 plus... they went home..
left just me, princess and papa...
we had a little conversation b4 we go...

den went to Princess place..
sent the excess roti boyan home..
and i got 1 for myself too..

den spent tyme with princess...
spent all the tyme that we've lost...
i love my princess so much!!!!!

till den..

Love,
Prince
Mat Cool Chill Burger
:)

Happy Anniversary To Us!

2009-01-18T02:13:00.003+08:00

Today, January 18th, marks the second month point since Princess and I had our first date. Over the last 2 months, we have grown closer and stronger. She is truly a gift in my life.

Since 2 months isn't important to most people, but it is to me!! I wrote the poem, hope she likes it!!

Princess Ayu,
You are my sand; you are my sea
You hold the heart that beats in me
You are my wind; you are my sun
You have been my rock since day one
I can’t believe 2 months have passed
Yet, what we share is meant to last
I long to see what lies ahead
Down this romantic course we tread.

You are my angel without wings
You magnify life’s simpler things
You are my jewel; you are a pearl
You are my one and only, girl
I can’t believe that you are mine
Each day, you are my Valentine
2 months ago, our path began
And, I am proud to be your man.

You are my life; you are my breath
I’ll love you ‘til there’s nothing left
Each moment that we share is grand
Our lives as blessed as God had planned
2 months ago was our first date
The day our hearts gave way to fate
Next to a mountain, I am small
But, with you, Princess Ayu, I have it all.

Love,
Prince...

Thursday @ National University Hospital...

2009-01-15T21:22:00.001+08:00

Hi, its me.. Prince!

Today i sent mummy to NUH hospital...
for her regular eye check up..
have to wait quite long fer her turn..
everything went fine for her...

After tat, i called Princess who already
reached the hospital...
i was soooo hungry that i called her to come down
to accompany me and mummy for lunch... heehee..
after lunch, we all went up to the ward.. to visit papa...
papa seems ok just now..
bu inside his heart who knows?
he got his bleeding again...
hope he's ok now...
so he can eat the pandan cake that Princess bought for him...

its 5 oclock.. and mummy wants to go home...
i look at princess.. and she looks at me..
i saw the sad look.. coz im going home..
how i wish i cud hug her and stay with her till she went back home..
Princess looks very tired...
hopes she will rest well when she's at home...

Till then..

Love,
Prince.

WISH YOU WERE HERE....

2009-01-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

Press Play When You Are Reading This Post

I wish my princess is with me here now...
i miss her like hell and im feeling blue...
i wanna be by princess side every minute of my life...

Princess had gone through alot this past month...
i know behind her smiles there's sorrow...
i've read princess bloggie.. and i know how she feels..
i want her to be strong.. and i know she is now!

I do my best to see princess whenever i can...
but nt today..im down with flu and im kindda overwork..
im sorry...

Princess finally get back her lappy...
i still remember the times when i chatted with her through msn...
it was a bittersweet memories back than...

The funniest thing is tat i disturb my princess today...
i merajok.. saying tat after she got her lappy...
she never layan me anymore...
ahakz!! kidding la dear...
just disturb u only...

Princess..
u are my everything,
and i love you...

Love,
Prince.

Happy Birthday Princesss!!!

2009-01-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

To My Princess!!!
I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done, I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know....

Happy 23rd Birthday Princess!!!
It was a happy day for princess..
as papa was discharge from hospital today..
alhamdulillah...

I went to princess house to pick her up today..
but instead i spent more tyme at her place with her family and relatives..
ibu bought princess a yummy cake..
i help to cut it!!
hehee...

i was sitting at one corner watching tv while the rest of
them were eating and talking to papa..

Now...
what did the prince gave princess for
Bday pressie??
well.. let me just show you wat i gave to princess...

tats all for now...

will update later

love,
prince...

Happy New Year!!

2009-01-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

My Happy New Year wish for you
Is for your best year yet,
A year where life is peaceful,
And what you want, you get. A year in which you cherish
The past year’s memories,
And live your life each new day
Full of bright expectancies. I wish for you a holiday
With happiness galore;
And when it’s done, I wish you
Happy New Year, and many more.

Happy New Year To All!!!
Here we go!!

Finally! i get to meet my princess!
Our plan is to see the fireworks at Marina Bay!
I was werking and the crowd was like.. WAWAWEEWA!!
heeee...

My princess fetch me up from werk with Ika..
we rush our way to marina!
We push ourselves through the crowd full of BANGLADESHI!
and we manage to get to the Merlion!
I was sweating like hell..
and the BANGLAHS was like whistling, jumping, pushing, shouting...
very irritating u know!!

I was there holding princess tight.
Coz I know there is lots of pervert bangladeshi!
Any wrong moves I will KUNG FU them like KUNG FU PANDA!!!

People were all cheering out loud...
the clock is ticking...
10..
9..
8..
7..
6..
5..
4..
3..
2..
1..

KAAAAABBOOOM!!!!!

There comes the FIREWORKS DISPLAY!!!
It was beautiful!!
Everyone is enjoying it!!
and we get the best view!!!

After the awesome display, everyone's rushing back home..
in a happy mood, with smiles on their face, they cheered
and they dance around to celebrate the new year!!

Everyone was following the crowd like a chu chu train
some of them got "Sandwiched!"

Poor princess needs air.. and we decided to take a route to STARBUCKS!
Get A Drink, Chill And waited for the crowd to go..

We met ika, who is like a fish...
i think she swim through the banglas!!!!
hahahaa!! she manage to get pass the crowd and waited for us at the bridge...

We finally made our way back...
and had our supper..

Home Sweet Home...

Love,
Prince :)

2008-12-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

Venue: Marina
Date: 31st december 2008!!

Missing You...

2008-12-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

You were on my mind when i woke up this morning,
remembering your smile
i guess the next time i'll see your face
will take a little while
i was remembering your arms around me
love the way they always feel warm
with you by my side
i completely feel no harm
i was remembering your voice
makes my heart skip a beat
but without you baby
my whole body's weak
i was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad
remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine
remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
i was wondering when we'll be together
just us two
i guess i'm missing you more than i usually do..

Its been a while since i met my princess.
Its been a hard for princess these few weeks.
Coz papa was in hospital..
How i wish i can accompany her everyday..
but due to werk, i can only accompany her whenever i'm free.

Papa condition is getting better. Alhamdulillah...

I can't wait for my princess to see fireworks!

will update this later...

Love,
Prince.

18112008

2008-12-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

A day when two hearts become one..
Shidah & Irwin